I can't believe I failed so early on. One post I managed. One measly miserable solitary post before I failed to keep up with the promise-to-myself to keep account of every day. So appalled was I with my lack of posting, I got scared and hid. But that is what I always do and that has led me no where. They say madness is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different ending. Well, I already know I am pretty mad and that I really need to do something different. And again, it starts today. Today was therapy day, today was food shopping day, and today was the day I no longer hid from my 'failings' at keeping myself accountable and writing here. Today marks the day I forgave myself for messing up and congratulating myself for acknowledging this and still returning. I hope to return tomorrow. I plan to return tomorrow. But hey, even if it is Saturday instead, it will be an improvement. And if this is just for me, which it is, does it really matter if I don't get it quite right every time? I would like to say no....but that's not really me!
Until tomorrow.....
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